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I have done research of MDMA for years,
and this is a summary of what I have learned:
Effects of MDMA: Very Debatable...
1.You're brain is a balanced organ, it will sense the heavy release of serotonin, thus it will send a signal the Axon telling it to halt the release of serotonin, as well as the further serotonin production! This is called "Down regulation" a common factor in the brain and each person has a different tolerance towards down regulation than others. Some users will have severe depression from MDMA use, while others will not. Every time a user doses MDMA the down regulation effects will only get worse, as the brain continues it's down regulation of serotonin as a balanced reaction to MDMA use.
2.The synapse pathways that transfer serotonin will breakup and branch off in different than normal directions. This is both beneficial and not good at all. This will cause new great feelings that you have never had before, because you are exploring new areas of you're brain. However it will greatly effect over all memory, and possibly effect you're thought response, and emotional state of mind forever... MDMA could Possibly cause a trigger of hidden mental psychosis. It has changed my over all look on life, and many have thought me to never be the same. Most MDMA users have experienced this extreme life changing positive (social and therapeutic) effects.
Makes me wonder...
3. Neurotoxic effects, MDMA effects both the Serotonin and Dopamine systems of the brain. The serotonin system is very sensitive, the dopamine system more tolerable. Serotonin has a half live over dopamine, thus when you roll you're serotonin receptors get excited in the absorption process, but when serotonin runs out, the serotonin receptors will uptake dopamine because they are so close in the transport. Not good, this will sometimes cause seizures, and other motor effects in the brain. This is one reason why they refer to MDMA dosing as "Rolling" because do to dopamine uptake you're eyes and other parts of you're body louse slight control. The harder the "Roll" the more motor control is lost.
Ever seen someone twitching on the ground after like 5 pills, Or how about you're self, ever done so much MDMA you couldn't walk? What's the point in 5 pills, there is no serotonin left, it's all just dopamine...And this is toxic!
Another effect of Neurotoxic is the "wear and tare" of the Serotonin and dopamine receptors them selfs. The receptors are designed to be used at a normal rate. With age of the body and brain, these receptor sites will eventually began to "die out." This happens with normal aging. If you notice most depression in humans, occurs with the elderly, and this is because there serotonin levels are naturally low from there old age. When you roll you are putting a heaver load on you're receptor sites, thus you are speeding up the aging process of such cells.
Take a look at Keith Richards of the Rolling stones, he looks like he is 80 years old, but he is only 60.
Ever seen those "Tweekers" that are young, but they look really fucking old. Well MDMA is a from of Meth too!
MDMA has change me forever, the love was grate. But now I am loving everyone all the time, and the world ant a loving place. This leaves me to feel like a lost little boy...I used to be a jock, stable with eggo..I never opened up to anyone, that was a secure place to be. But now I am completely open with everyone. Some people think I am nuts because my openness is to much for normal conversation. I seem to think of simple social things on a higher level, every thought seems to be very in depth, and this can drive me nutz. I often have to calm my thoughts down, and tell my self that things are more simple, and I try to remember how I used to respond before any of this.
Because of the new level of communication and openness I am left weak to emotional depression....
With the help of antidepressants I will some day feel normal again, and that is better than any high!
Tha Mechanic
Aka - Dj Sean Paul
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